Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Naturally....

Let it go....sooner or later, it will be gone. It's a matter of how long will it be.

No point waiting, since she has like another guy.

Express your feeling to her. At least things gets better for you. Even she rejects you, you will still feel happy because you already let know that you like her.

Wait. Since she is taking O Level this year, why not wait till she completes it then say?

It may be a sign that she is now in her down period. Organise a surprise thingy for her.

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Suddenly, you see all these thingys in my blog.

Yes, I am pondering.

Yes, I am waiting.

Yes, I might give up.

No, feeling still there.

Yes, I am indeed confused.

Yet, things have to go naturally.

Perhaps, I should...concern my family more on her.....

Anyway, this few days...went out SHOPPING? Yeah...

Thursday went out with Hong Ming. We went to Bugis looking for wallet. Later, past by Bras Basah. He bought a watch. Later, on the way to Pennisula Plaza saw Bernice. She changed a lot liao! Haha, yah. She is entering TP. Y no ppl wan to come RP de? HAHA (crap)...

Anyway, past by This Fashion. Thought that Auntie Elaine would be working. Never saw her la, if not she confirm "eat snake" de..HAHA, heard she say her working place boring like hell. Pity her la...

Yah, and me bought a nice simple design, Casio watch. 33 bucks.

Then go to Marina Square shop shop, met Young Hoon also. Haha, went to tried shoes instead. But can't get my size...sian diao...

Today, after collection of my younger sis's electronic dictionary @ Creative HQ, I took 51 to PC. Journey time = 1 hr 10 to 15 mins. Damn long la...luckily the bus is not those lkk de.

Reached PC. Do evening Gongyo and friday chanting starts. After it ends, Reverend Kato gave his speech and lastly, believer's experience sharing. Today's one...to me, I felt this Uncle very de power la.

He said, 1983 her wife started chanting because of their daughter's sickness. At that time, he is a male chavunist. Always thinks about work and drinking but not his family.

In 1987, he kanna an accident. One of his foot, 4th and 5th toes crushed, 2nd and 3rd no more. He had to do 2 operations and 3 months medical leave.

Many believers and his wife tried to persuade him to chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. But he is too strong headed la. Don't want to chant.

Slowly, he met lots of problems like cannot get along with colleagues, jobless etc.

And got one incident, he met an sinking ship accident. At that moment, he went to chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo many times. And, a ship went to their rescue.

From then on, he begin to chant and Gojukai. Also, he is willing to spend more time with his family and his temp job become perm.

Really, lucky for him lei...How I wish my family can chant together...

Hehe...KK...not to think too much. Let everything go naturally.

Aiyah, I think I shall end here la.