Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Suddenly

Hmm. Actually I have been thinking what to update. That's one of the reason why I took so long to update.

Just to know, Lee Mei is leaving tomorrow morning.

In my heart, I feel a bit sad. A big sister is leaving me and my bro. She has been concerning for us for so many years. Sigh.

No matter what, tomorrow I will send her off at Changi.

S.H.E album released! All the songs super solid! Hehe!

Hmm. Dunno wat to update yet, stop here 1st.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Office job looks easy...but....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FAR!! 19 le...1 more yr to 20 ah! : )

Sigh. These few days has been quite tired. i think because of myself ba.

Last Sat, before I left home for work, my sister, Joan, gave me a toy bus! HAHA! (Shall upload pic ltr). It was the one I saw with her few days back. HAHA! Thanks!

Sunday night went to have ramen dinner with my colleagues. It is at the basement of Bugis Junction. Eh....so so ah. $12.90 for set meal, I still think a bit not worth.

Yesterday, suppose to go to school, ended up me....skipped school again. Aiyoh. Machiam Friday already pon, then Monday also pon, power sia. Time to reserve....

Now, I am at my auntie's office. Yah, I replacing my elder sis as a so called part time staff. Hehe. Got a laptop to use sia...hehe! Can go MSN also...HAHA! But work still need to do ah.

Filing isn't easy. I do until my whole mind confuse sia...

Hope next week I can get used to it ba. Later still need to go back to school for FYP meeting, story haven't write finish...gosh!....HOW AH????

Friday, September 12, 2008

I have no choice...

But to really put up my honest feelings:

If you are saying you are bad, please take back your words.

I am the devil, you are not.

I am the root of the cause, definitely not you.

Because of my selfish attitude and my stubborness of not changing, I caused a lot of unhappiness.

And in the clique, you all deserve to outcast me. I deserve it.

I always say I want to change, I have yet.

I am stupid and have all kinds of wishful thinkings.

I know we are always arguing over small matters and...

the rumours are getting out of hand.

I have nothing much to say le...but...to say....sorry.

I also hope you can reflect upon yourself...because you too have your flaws.

And for any ppl who see this, I really hope, please stop talking about the rumour.

Both of us had enough of this rumour, its damn FXXXIng enough le....

Thanks.

FXXXing expensive fried rice.

Firstly, for this blog post, I shall comment on the fried rice. 5 bucks. Will you believe it?

Nvm, that is going to be my 1st and last time eating this fried rice. Lousy piece of XXXX.

On Tuesday, I went to school for FYP meeting. 12 noon plus makan with some DSA peeps. 4 plus FYP meeting. We finally come out with a FINAL IDEA, Social issue and we are working towards it. Hehe.

Then after meeting, it was DINNER TIME! Gotta thanks my team mates, Xavier, Pei Xin and Aiden for treating me Ajisen Ramen and Gelare waffles. Thanks for celebrating my birthday! I appreciate it a lot! : )

Thu, after lesson stayed back for a while with Pei Xin. We discussed a bit on writing story for our FYP.

But end up, we were looking at my younger sis's pics. She say my younger sis cute! Hehe. Eh, I also think so too.

I met my younger sis, Joan for dinner and catch 12 Lotus at GV Jurong Point. The movie was a bit soapy but acceptable ah. I still enjoy it.

Thinking of Friday got school, I really sian 1/2 liao. Sigh.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

I am not myself anymore.

Continue from previous post, I realise

I am not myself anymore.

But it was lucky, I found out what happened to me.

Arrogant, selfish, not being sensitive enough, low eq, easily emo, etc etc...

That's isn't me in the past.

Obstacles often fall upon, sometime small sometimes big.

I have to keep asking myself and refer to people's comment on me, especially those on my tagboard.

That mysterious person, do hope to really see you in person but I will have to take in your comments seriously because I really want to prove to you, I want to change for the better.

And the good medicine which I have been taking for 5 years, I realise I depend it too much.

I did not strike a balance at all, thus thinking the medicine would provide me with a life that will not have problems at all.

WRONG! I was wrong at all times.

Thus, I need to sit down, reflect on what happen to me, share with my friends and see how can I change. I myself also have to really push myself to change.

To me, I am just like a tree. I want to see others living peacefully and happily. Then that's enough for me le.

20 le, wat to do next?

It's been a bit too long since I last updated.

So what happened to me from the last update which is 26 Aug:

1) I worked in the Comex 2008 at Suntec. This time round got Mindy, Bryan, Wei CHuan, Aik Kai and Kang Wei to join me. But....I think because of location of booth, yah, you all should be able to guess what happened le.

2) FYP meetings. So far so good. But my team of funky and creative peeps might change from horror short film to some heart touching? While, we are still thinking of next step and hope it will be a good one!

3) Birthday! HAHA! Anyway gotta thank all the peeps for wishing me happy birthday ah! Thanks! Yesterday after school, I went out with my clique members, Dennis, Yunting, Jun Long and Hui Yan. We had Thai cuisine for dinner and Breadtalk's mango cake. Hehe! Nice one. They also gave me some presents which I really appreciated it. Thanks. But yesterday, I was bit emo and ahem did something which I not suppose to do. Sorry cliques....

Sigh. 20 le, what to do next?

Actually I realise recently....