Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

It's Been So Long

8 days after my previous post, it's Chinese New Year so let me greet everyone happy chinese new year!!

Ever since the holiday started, I have been slacking around. Playing Audition, Fifa, surfing net, listening to music, watched some Taiwanese drama online, going out etc...

For today Day 2 of Chinese New Year, I had been a bit of rotten luck. Lost quite a couple of rounds for poker games...That's bad.

(My father was lucky this year...hope his luck continues... = ) )

Anyway, hopefully after Chinese New Year, I can find a job asap...

(Don't worry, friends, got lobang confirm tell u all one de!!)

Today's post will be short, because I don't know what to write either.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Selfish...

This post is part 2 of the previous post...

Tiredness can cause selfish thinkings...and today this happens on me...

First, let me sincerly apologize to my fellow W24B'ers friends who saw me become moody @ Seoul garden. At that moment I was too tired, things don't get right..and I was..like...

I really dunno wat happened though..

But to Xue Ying, Mel, Yu Lin and Auntie Elaine, thanks for all your words of encouragement.

Now I am feeling much better than just now and...

I told myself, I must stand up again. No more moody, no more emo...

Because it is bad for health...

I think I like spoilt the whole mood of everyone...really sorry about it...

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Emm..and yah, I would like to thank everyone from W24B!! You all turned me from a quiet guy to become a much more chatty guy!! (Though I still get easily emo...sobx...)

But nevertheless, really kudos!! I learnt so much for being together with u all peeps!!

Also, to thank my former class W26Q. They too gave me an memorable 1st half of year 1...

and for 2nd half, W24b!!

Gonna miss everyone...but most important, happy moments to store in our mind forever = )

Stay Happy Always!! EVERYONE!! = )

Not a Good Day....

Now at Library @ Orchard...all by alone

And mood...had a swing...meaning...I....

Why did it happened to me when I suppose to be happy with my W24B'ers friends...(can't figure out why...)

Today is my last day as a Year One student and also with W24B’ers having lessons together.

Time really flies fast. One semester just end like that.

Today’s attendance was like just around 12-14 people. Some of the peeps wore sec sch uniform. I wanted to wear but, I don’t have my sec sch uniform pants lei…

Franklin as usual, said lots of things before he ended the lesson.

So, Pat put his nick as “Franklin’s Words of Wisdom.”

Make sense…

After school, chiong to Transitlink office collect back ez-link card...(the office location quite ulu)

Then went to PC Bunk reset brother's Asiasoft account...then Marina Square look for Shi Ying and Chai Lei...haha.. = )

These 2 F4's of 5n1 really change a lot la...

Then to Taka...but..once I enter Seoul Garden...my mood swings...

I realized that recently, I looked like a transparent glass. People won’t really notice me. Emm…maybe this is a good and bad thing…

I do admit I am afraid of loneliness but I gotta accept everything happened on me.

Because, of Karma. Cause and effect….

Last weekend, I went to Bishan Junction 8 for Luo Zhi Xiang Autograph’s session and Bugis Junction.

For the autograph session, Elaine and I thought we won’t get autographs at all but end up we got it!!

Sucky management on that day, Junction 8 management needs to do a better job…

Bugis junction to follow my mother and brother to buy new year clothes…

And the 2 of them will always clash together, and that’s why I hate going out with them.

(And didn’t realized that Faci Yuen Wei saw me until she im me…)

Anyway, I had forgotten about the clash. Now, I really need to think of what to do during the 2 months holiday…

A job which I hope to find one soon, completion of filming a culture video together with Siti, Rohaizzatd and Mel for Faci Yuen Wei and able to change myself for the better.

Suddenly, I thought of writing a story again but…I don’t know how to make it a good one.

So, I just try out though….

I.

Am watching the clouds…

Hoping for a rainbow to appear…

As I lie down on the grass patch, I thought of myself being a person with lots of freedom…

I can go anywhere I want, avoid the crowds, and be alone all by myself…

But in reality, I am just like any human being.

I meet problems, obstacles, challenges…

I occasionally enjoy happy moments…

I ever ask myself, what type of person I belong to…

Quiet? Pessimistic? Crappy?

Or maybe a mixture of all…?

Friday, February 09, 2007

Surrender Myself Now Or Prepare To Die...

157th post...

After drinking some green apple vodka and doing evening prayer, my state of mind was like...seh seh one..

Thursday was the last G106 Enterprise Skills 2 lesson. Definitely missing everyone, especially MJ. Sad that he is likely to leave RP. Really hope he won't join his friend Valerie la, at least he can groom his students to become a much open person la!!

KFC for today's lunch, free Swensen's ice cream for signing up for Imagine Cup...emm.. (good food today)

After lesson, went to Dennis's class. Play FM, sleep at faci's chair...

Then went to look for my mama @ Ten Mile Junction. The Sheng Shiong Supermarket quite big and confusing la..

After that, went to BPP (Bukit Panjang Plaza). Wanted to choose to buy Xiao Zhu or Ayumi album...end up bought none...

Back home...slacking loh...

Anyway, I just learnt something. If someone ignores or avoids you, it means...you might be doing something wrong...and it's better not to care things anymore..

To me, I guess, better surrender all the feelings, and give up...

So now, carefree again!!

End here...

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

156

I realised...everytime I promised to upload pics..I will forget one..so..decided...upload everything...

Above, S.H.E autograph session pics..

The other pics la..er..still thinking how to upload...

This 156th post...done @ a quiet place. Not home, yah, library...Bishan Community Library. I begin to like this place because it had pods for leisure relaxment and also, I can use my laptop and seat in any position..(relaxing). So that's why I like this place a lot...

Today, I took my last UT for year 1, science UT. It was quite easy, just that some questions I don't know or careless mistakes, never mind...over is over.

Then after UT, surprisingly, Charles Wong asked those who want to zhao can zhao..so Lesly (1st to go), Xue Ying, Elaine, Xue Fang and me zhao...(i dunno ltr who still zhao, but Sam got zhao oso)..

Then library for a while, Xue Ying was talking about her new phone. But really lei, I would rather get K618i then my K610i...haha..because of earpiece, memory stick (larger capacity) and better speaker...haha!! (too bad Singtel never sell...)

Emm..then Elaine watching Magician Hairdresser....while I wait..for Dennis

And unexpectedly, his whole gang came along...haha Dota loh...ltr they moved to Forum and I joined them...

Then 11 plus, went karaoke @ Party World with Dennis, saw Cindy in the karaoke room but never call her...

(busying singing...haha)

Sang mainly Chinese songs...the favourites are songs by Tank, Xiao Zhu, Lee Sheng Jie...

Haha...

Then sing Biao Bai by Elva Hsiao, I nearly wanted to vomit...the MV sucks man...Elva really like wah....

After that, arcade, chiong Battle Gear 4...

Song Boh...(driving...I like)

After that, Dennis, Boon Hwee and I got stuck @ Bishan...till now...

Went surfing net, and spend the quiet time @ library...

Realised something..or maybe thought of something

(I guess she already know the feeling towards her...and she is like either M.I.A by herself or most likely avoiding me...

Was feeling weird that, she asked to write 1000 words testimonial yet nvr accept...her brother like...treat me cold whenever I ask him abt something in MSN...

I guess, I just going to lost a friend like this...

That's my fate...

Time to forget it...and just...)

155th Post

Fast...155th post for my blog. I still admit this blog is still young, not old!

Anyway, it's been like nearly a week since I last updated. So let me think what I can recall after missing in action after the last post.

Last friday, science module. Oh yah, the snacks that faci bought. Fortune biscuit. Then Xue Ying got one, "you have to cut weight" (something similar). I guess, she was like sian 1/2 liao...

Saturday, went to CE activity, help out those stay in 1 room flat do cleaning with Nurimah, Siti and Jessika...haha...(pics..er..still haven upload...will upload at next post bah)
Then NLB...register, do RJ get CE points.
Then went to have dinner with my relatives. My aunt and grandma said I have become thinner which was a bad news to me. I want to gain weight, not slimmer...

Sunday, skipped Kosenrufu...then like never do gongyo well, everything didn't went well. Sunday was also quite a sucky day for me la. Evening went to Queensway Shopping Centre with Kang Wei. Then had dinner with his family members, help them to carry some furniture from IKEA back to their home...

Monday, tatsa suay day...want to take taxi with Dennis, end up wait for nearly 30 mins. Luckily got the mini bus uncle, haha!! 2nd time saw him, then we took mini bus (half way picked up Kang Wei) to school...song boh!!

VB was quite dry, but bit of enthusiasm in me...then need to halfway zhao to collect desktop PC for my father. Chio Dennis and Kang Wei down to Penjuru Rd to carry 20 KG plus of CPU + Monitor. Heavy...very heavy...

Yesterday...Food Culture...and also, Culture's last module. We had pizzas, some "entertainment" by Shu Yuan who sang 2 songs..(youtube video should be coming soon, I will try to post together with pics)...and emm..slacking day...

So after school, arcade for a while with Dennis and his classmates. Then...home...sleep....wake up, dinner (kway chap), slacking, use com...do gongyp...lappy...till now..

I guess I am becoming a boring person liao...Haha... = )

UT Science...in a few hours time..dunno wan to pon or not...cause my GPA at risk, maths is a killer, Cognitive becoming...Science too...

Sian diao... la!!

(Valentine Day coming...wondering how she will celebrate...with her boi boi?...maybe...

While, I do hope she and my brother will become more active believer...

but ultimately, I hope to see her becoming a more cheerful person...

no matter how much she "teh", "act cute" or anything...she will always be my xiao mei mei...but does she treat me as "jie jie"?? I dunno...

Feeling becoming concerning...I guess, just see her happy is enough...tats all...)

Thursday, February 01, 2007

154th Post...

Emm...time is ticking...and soon, holidays is coming. This means, time with W24B'ers are ticking off.

Memories are bound to be form, and it will be a beautiful one.

Anyway, one thing good about yesterday. S'pore won 2-1 to Thailand. Hopefully, S'pore can win the next leg and lift the ASEAN cup!!

Emm...I guess I should start from saying what happened on Tuesday. Culture module. No ppts, just purely discussions. But a RJ with lots of questions.

During break, I went to make my replacement ez-link card. I look like shit sia...the photo...arrr..(shld have taken off my specs instead)

After school, bus back home because no enough money....but luckily Dennis got buy some things to eat and drink. (1 Tuborg, 1 Sunraysia Sparkling Drink, 2 packets of Oreo)

Yesterday, cognitive module. Luckily no Charles...heng la...

So, lesson was quite okay....I rather have Charles stay at home instead...muhahahaha

After lesson, follow Elaine, Mel and Xueying to pasar malam...Elaine bought a screen protective, Mel bought nothing, Xue Ying and I bought vegeterian pizza...(looks tempting..but eat liao..so so la...)

Then Dennis went to collect winning (we bet Reading win over Wigan and won), makes me $17 dollar richer but that amount of money is my survival...

Then after that, went to Popular Bras Basah to help my younger sis collect some gifts...(nah, just a project superstar 2 album)..

On the way back home, (me alone cause Dennis went to SGH visit his ah gong), I saw a yellow Porsche...wow!!

Then watch soccer till sleep halfway...never do my gongyo (prayer)...

Morning wake up...seh seh one loh...

Today's enterprise lesson is not bad. And 1st time attend talk sit on stairs...Mel as usual, went LAMBOMBS frenzy...(and got "stressed" out that she spoilt Nurimah's stressball...haha)

Shu Yuan was the one saying the 6P...ahaha....

And RJ question for today : What are some of the highs and lows (except for Samantha Low) that you have experinced in W24B?

Emm...finishing answering..now @ sch....slack off...till 4pm....

(Yulin is a GAY? When he become GAY one?? Aiyoh...Mr Jiang Yu Lin...you are such a pathetic guy man....but la, go chio ur Hip Hop gal la...wish u good luck la!! = ))

Wondering, what happened to her...she is like M.I.A (missing in action) and she's the one who ask me go student activity yet...

Her family like bochup her one...

Really, feeling sad about her...

She's just a 16 year old gal...yet have to meet so much problem, O level, Dance, PC things...

(emm..hopefully she won't see my blog bah.....

admitted still missing her, but she like someone from PC liao, same age somemore....)

So I guess, I have to support her decision...

K....end here for today...haha...