Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

小小的部落格，说出心里想说的话。。。。 = ）


I am who I am... 我就是我. Randy, 22 le. Still searching myself. Loves....techie thingys, K-pop and etc.


yin min
wan ping
siti
shawny
wistera
xue ying
grace
samantha
mel
shamala
elaine
cindy
nurimah
azlan
viknesh
lesley
sandy
jasmine
dennis
jasper
jason
briana
charlene
aik kai
my fyp2 team blog
huiyan
dawnice
pei xin
joan
ted sis

I think, it has been a week since I last updated my blog.

Things were going quiteeee ok. Not perfect. But still ok.

New FYP2 team, I think my new team is going to be a great one! With Vennon (the small size guy but jovial one), Aiden (the jia kentang one), Pei Xin (The only girl...) and Xavier (From DNM one) around, I believe this team will work towards success de! : )

So far, we have finalise on concepts, choice of medium etc. So now, we gonna work on proposal le.

For FYP1 team, 2 more days, and we are separated. This sat Oral Defense, hope we can present well in front of assessors!

Module wise, still can cope. Yesterday's lesson was...ahem. Something not good happened. And, yah, somehow got a lecture from Serene. Imagine sleeping while filming...bad.

And today, I was like, slacking at home. Another off day gone like this. So just now, I went to Jurong Point and buy some DVD-R and wanted to look for Luo Zhi Xiang concert DVD. Search the whole building, don't have. Then Wei Chuan told me, his working place got but must transfer stock. Hehe. Somemore I save 15 percent lei...HAHA!

Dinner is Chicken Foldover upsized meal. As you all know, Mac meal upsized now giving free cup mah. So far collected 4 le, 1 more to go.

Tml, need to wear formal + UT. SIAN 1/2 loh!

Sigh.


I sincerly apologize for my comment on my blog post which is on Monday's night. I believe, somehow, it offended some people and I have removed it accordingly.


Hmm, after many days of struggles with my life, things get slightly better.

I finally found a FYP team and going to start meeting soon. Thanks Pei Xin for inviting me to her team!! : )

And thanks all my other friends who gave me encouragement and also help me find team...

While, meantime, I going to have this reminder and oso, some guidance my fren gave me. I am going to apply into action and realli hope, I can be a better team player in FYP 2:


my own grade + my contribution + believing in my project = V.important.

My friend told me:

just go for meetings, do work, contribute, believe work work work. not that difficult

dont sleep, dont be late, dont argue

n-e-g-o-t-i-a-t-e

be sensitive, because when you forget to bring things.. that may actually make your friend angry (Apply professionalism in ur contribution...)

K...i shall not comment too much le. Rather, let action speaks everything.

End here.


In life, there are beliefs or words that are being created. 2 of which, I believe the most are:



1) To hate and be hated

2) The law of cause and effect





To hate and be hated



Imagine yourself in this situation...



Just because of some stupid conflicts or any types of incident that triggers you to hate someone, be it your friend, the person you like, your parents, relatives, grandparents etc...



Think about it, do you feel good when you hate someone? Maybe yes for a while but in actual fact, you are just living in the state of hell. You are indeed suffering instead.



And worse off, when you hate someone, slowly, based on the law of cause and effect, you will ended up being hated by others.



Isn't that a sad thing?



Its true, to let go of hatred is never easy. For me, I do hate people and ended up suffering only.



Time is a good medicine, but does it always work well? I don't think so...



Confrontation? That's even worse.



Being emo and cocoon yourself in your own world? Pointless.



Hmm. I shall continue with my post...maybe later of the day.












Recently, lots of good and bad things happened. And, this really pushes me to challenge myself.

To strive for the better...

My practice, gongyo and daimoku.

My character, attitude towards work and study and future G302 FYP....

More challenges ahead, the year to take action must be applied into reality...

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Guess, I would wonder why I created this post. While, I don't know why, but I just write some words bah.

To my fellow FYP team mates:

A big thank you for providing me supports and encouragement for the past 6 months. Though I admit, I am not a good team player, but through this FYP, I learn lots of valuable experience which I never get to experience before.

From outdoor filming to discussing ideas, we have come so far and now we left the last hurdle to overcome.

I believe, we can do it and submit a nice job on Friday!

It is going to be a fact that our team will be separated, but no matter what, I just want to thank you guys again.

Regards

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Hmm, while writing these words, somehow, it triggers me to work myself even harder for FYP 2. I wonder which team I would be in but nevertheless, I must be ready for upcoming challenges.

Sign off for the time being.


2 plus le. Late night, burning midnight house @ dennis hse. He is asleep now, while, me still awake.

Sigh, just now, printed DVD cover, burn report DVD, and report label. Everything is finish now except cutting the DVD cover to fit nicely.

Bit tired recently, perhaps, I never do gongyo properly? Hmm...wondering.

Tue
Lesson was quite okay. But forgot to do rj again. Jia lat.

Then after lesson, go visit Yiling's FYP exhibition. Nice one. I enjoyed the whole viewing experience. Then went to collect my darling Samsung HP. FINALLY!

night, celebrated my elder sis's 24th birthday with my family members and my elder sis's boyfriend, Robert. We had dinner at a coffee shop near Chinese Garden MRT.

My dad, first time, jio me to drink beer. Hehe, nice one. I thought he calling Tiger, then the drink stall auntie go make fun of him:

"Eh, tiger boh, lion wu. You want Tiger must go zoo buy!"

When I first listen, I was like laughing la. HAHA! Ended up, we bought Carlsberg instead.

Pics, I will upload later in the morning, since the pics @ my younger sis, Joan's HP.

Yesterday
Earlier, in the day time, I pon lesson, which I bit regretted. But I still go to school for my advertising concept meeting. This meeting is..so called super important because we will be meeting real client.

My class kanna SPCA and our client is an angmoh. Hmm. Anyway, today she said tons of infos and the advertisement my class need to do and promote is :

"Adoption of animals"

Seems easy, bit chim ah! Buang. But, I believe, I will work hard and hopefully assist my team mates till the best I can!

Jia you ah! Samantha, Jonathan, Jocelyn, Sharon and me! Hehe. Let us hope our concept can be chosen. Hehe.

KK, shall end here for now first.


Cakes! Blueberry and Oreo (I guess?)

Ice cream mania!

Celebrating Yunting's birthday @ Swensen : )

And....my hair is time for a... CHANGE!

Past 2 days, I realise I am so forgetful because, I always forgot to do my RJ. Oops...

And, hmm, past 2 days, going out for dinner, eating full like siao.

Yesterday's studio production lesson was fun! Cause...hmm. I become the host again and Pei Xin is the talent. Yesterday, we film a infotainment show. Then after becomeing host, me and Pei Xin helped the other team in terms of operating the sound mixer. Hmm, through practice, we manage to do quite well! HAHA! Nice job...

After school, I went to temple to do my gongyo. Then saw Tedsis, so, we went to Jurong Point. I had a haircut and it was...ahem. Maybe I shall leave it a secret what type of haircut I cut.

Then FINALLY I BOUGHT A SHOULDER BAG!! HAHA! I have been finding shoulder bag for so long and I found one which I like it a lot. HAHA!.

KK, me going to westmall watch Hancock le. Shall update again tonight.

Eh, just a simple update post.

08 Mar 2008 : Updated Grace's blog link. (Finally. Me too forgetful to update her new blog add, sorry!)

And. Ahem.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my 2 friends!

1) Yunting aka my best buddy! Happy 19th birthday ah!

2) Yin Min, my Yr 1 Sem 1 classmate. Wonder she will see my blog, but just wish her happy birthday!

K. End here.


FYP has been getting me worried.

And...

My ponning lesson and UT habit is getting worse.

I wondered how...

Anyway, instead of going to school yesterday, I just stuck at home till 1700 plus when Yunting called me and asked whether I want to join the rest of the clique for dinner. So, I just...join them.

I had Bak Chor Mee for dinner and 1 Litre of CARROT JUICE!! OH MY GOODNESS! HAHA.

Hmm, after dinner, we went to Sun Plaza shopping. Then to Montreal Green Park. The park was so modern and clean. Pity, the rain made everything looked so wet. We can't play much of those adventure elements though..

Maybe if I got pictures from them, I will post here. Meantime, worrying what will happen later during school. HAHA.


The trio guys...
Yunting and Dennis
Me and Huiyan
Me and Jun Long
Group pics! : )