Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

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Sometimes....I really felt like, leaving away all problems and search for freedom. Yet, I can't bear to....

Because problems are meant to be solved, not meant for us to escape when we think we can't solve it.

Really felt so vexed over my brother. He thought everyday going out with those hooligans is good for him. I rather he go mixed with those friends from Kaimyo PC. They are the ones who can lead him to the correct path, not those bastard hooligans.

Sometimes, I really feel like find one day, scold his friends like hell. But I remembered what Lee Mei told me, respect them.

So, I am just bearing.

3 days 2 nights of W26P peeps chalet part 2 @ Aloha Changi, Halton Bungalow C. This time round, I didn't take pictures at all but I just roughly describe what happened.

Dennis and I reached the chalet around evening. We were a bit shocked to see the chalet, damn full of insects. (Anyway, it is near Old Changi Hospital)

So, we had a game of Twister at night with Auntie Sok, Dilys, Sarafeen, Kai Wen and Justin. Painful man, playing a game of Twister.

At night, as more people came. BBQ starts. And, we had chit chat sessions. Some went to watch TV, a few of us went to drink alcoholic drinks.

Haha. I still remembered Joanna ask me not to drink too much because Chalet part 1, I was supposely drunk.

Yah, I didn't got drunk. I controlled....

Then we went to OCH for a while. Didn't enter the building. Just walk outside the buildings. Pity man...

As usual, after alcoholic drink session, everyone will get bit high or super high. Subha was one of the high ones. She can drag from the Bombay Sapphire bottle and does not get drunk easily.

Hmm, then 2nd day breakfast. We sat Ananth's car, but Tinesh driving cause Ananth was drunk.

And when one gets drunk, he can, scold lotsa words, do funny actions...

Basically day 2 is quite a boring one. (I slept the whole day till 4PM...then by dinner time, nearly everyone left except Hui Min who came later, Ananth, Subha, Dennis, Dilys and me myself.

So, 3rd day end with....just a say goodbye to the chalet. Breakfast @ Changi Village Food Centre.

Nasi Lemak...best la!!

And on the way...back home....

Back home. Went to see my previous entries. Then I laughed off. Realise how I change overtime.

I guess, I beginning to get stronger mentally?

Maybe, in terms of how I look into relationship.

Because the past is far too painful. I won't want to fail again....

KK....wish everyone Stay Happy!! = )

Monday, March 26, 2007

I dream of..

Suddenly, this dream dissapear...

A beautiful one, a sad ending, a hint...or?

I dreamt of.....

Her...coming back to PC. I saw her and tears broke down. I was too happy.

We hug each other....

Then later we chit chat a lot. Asking her, why she was dissapearing. She said, she was busy with her CCA.

After an activity finish, we went out. I held her hand, but she said, bit too early.

She let go of my hand...and...

Is it a hint, should I give up?

Or not....

Perhaps so....

Diaoz...

Diaoz...HAHA...

Today saw tat Karma...wah seh..machiam si buay...(I heng la, she nvr saw me..if not ask me lotsa rubbish thing la...)

Anyway, today @ Holiday Inn Atrium to attend my 2nd big cousin, Kar Peck's wedding. Now I got 2 cousin in law liao.

Today's dishes not bad la. But la...the wedding is grand (2 ministers came, Lim Boon Heng and Yu-Foo Yee Shoon)...My cousin work under Jurong Green CC...so noe these ministers one loh..

I realise, nowadays, ppl yam seng not enthu anymore...sad la

If nxt time I have wedding dinner, I make sure everyone YAMMMMMM SENGGGGG till siao!!

Crap...anyway, Friday went to Eurasian Association trip (pics will post ltr). Quite meaningful la. Learnt abt WW2. How the Eurasian survived 3 yrs 8 mths..

Then after tat, went to East Coast Park wif Ananth, Dennis and Subha. I only one cycling...veri shiok seh...I chiongster to Bedok Jetty till National Sailing Centre...how I wish time permit me to cycle to Changi Coast...

Hmm, few days back, lappy @ LG service centre. The stupid line on my screen. Wed send for servicing, the staff sae...if i made spoil the screen by myself, I must pay 600 700 dollars..heng...Sat went to take back...not a single cent paid and my screen..new one..shiok la!!

Haha...tml will be @ chalet liao..relaxing la...everyday @ HDB area veri sian la..

(I am too crappy liao...)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Phew..

Over @ TRCC with W24B peeps!! Yu Lin...no $ cut hair la?? Pat, wat happen to u sia!! HAHA!!

Heng sia...I found my ez link card. Tot lost liao...realli veri de heng....

Last Saturday, went to see Grace's performance @ TRCC with other W24B peeps. Good one lei!! By GENRE!! Haha, I oso saw VC Zhi Yuan. His hairstyle, gungho sia. Already prepare for NS...

Also saw MJ...Haha...he say he hasn't been smoking for past 2 weeks. Really hope he stop smoking la, waste money only. Then heard from Grace tat Science Faci, Wong Choon Yun got baby liao...HAHA...so fast sia...must take care of urself la faci!!

Good news lei..MJ decided to stay @ RP but he pondering to teach DIEM or Enterprise Skills.

He also crake a joke la...he say earn money want to feed me to fat...I appreciate tat la..but seems like I cannot be fat lei...dunno y...

Then after performance, me, Rayson, Elaine and Xue Ying went to wait for Grace. After tat, makan @ KFC. Thanks Grace for the treat la!!

Next day, Sunday. Went to PC student activity. It is slightly special from the usual one because Reverend Takikawa personally have a Q and A session with fellow student division members.

After tat, went for lunch @ Sims Place Food Centre with other peeps. Aik Kai told me Ayumi A Best 2 come out liao...he bought black version!!

ARRR!! I want to buy sia, both black and white but 1 version $26.90....

Cause ater tat we went to Jurong Point MJ take a look..stunt sia...but worth it. All solid songs plus 2 DVD...hmm

I now waiting for pay...yet hoping I can find a long term part time job tat does not clash with PC activities...

Hoping la...

Ytd, overnite @Kang Wei hse...everytime I stay overnite @ his house la..always will play com till late then at nite we will talk lotsa things...like..love issues la...etc...

He did ask me abt...the gal I like la...

Till now...haha...but luckily got Hui Qi to look after her la...now my focus is my family problem...and next her...

Haven' t been seeing her for quite a long time...hope she is doing fine bah....

kk...I end here liao...HAHA.... = )

Friday, March 16, 2007

After Things Happened...

IT Show ended a few days back. Sales performance, eh, I think I sell around 19 lappys + desktops all together. A few models are those expensive ones, some cheap ones....

Hopefully, pay will arrived around 25th this month.

Hmm...as days goes by...holiday gonna end soon. Yet to find a job lei...how la?? No money to survive...how???

If really so cham, then I might apply a job @ 7 eleven...

So, what happened these few days? Hmm, basically slacking at home. If not..go out...

Went to watch 300 @ Grand Cathay with Dennis. Wow!! The effect is so the damn good la!! (anyway, that show realli veri de M18 la...)

Yesterday went to PC Queenstown, Jurong, Bt Batok youth gathering BBQ...hmm..things did went a bit bad. Bad weather and..eh..I better not say much...cause quite personal...

Hmm..actually, I always never had a chance to say Thank You to my fellow PC friends who always encourage me on, not to give up hope on my brother.

While, at here, I really want to say, Thank You peeps...thanks for all your encouragement. Especially those from Jurong Chapter like Lee Mei, Lee Lian, Kang Wei, Zhi Jia, Ted Sis, and my brother's kenshu leader, Jamie, Li Ying.

Really, I appreciate all your words of encouragement...but...the only thing I can do is just chant for my brother. Just hope things gets better in my family.

Because I hate bad things happened...

But what to do? That's my karma, and now I have to change this to become a better situation...

A good ending...which is, not easy, yet capable to become it...

All it takes, is me...

K...anyway from the IT Show, I bought a speaker back home. Creative one. Eh, effect isn't that powerful but still, not bad la...

Over at IT Show, the fellow promoters and the cashier all I don't know one de...but after working with them for like 1 to 4 days...like become friend friend liao...HAHA. Whenever there are problems, we sure help each other one de...

But the purchase of speaker = not enough money for survival liao...gosh!!

I shall see how la, be more frugal loh...

Tonight will be a special night, my mum willing to follow me to PC. I really want her to know more about my religion. Definitely not so fast to ask her join la cause I always believe in everyone got the right to choose his/her religion. For example, me join Nichiren Shoshu while my elder sis join christianity....

Hehe, my family, multi religion la!! Haha, but really la, some PC people hope I can bring in my family (shakubuku) to my religion...

I always told them, I always respect my family's decision but I will let them know about my religion so to prevent any doubts on my practise towards Nichiren Shoshu Buddhism....

While, I also...make a new look for my blog...new skin, new background song...Hopefully the change will look good la!!

Finally, Hui Qi help me got back Death Note DVD from xiao mei mei Pei Han...Haha...

DAE result for RP coming out, hopefully my elder sis and Kah Kian can enter RP...then..muahaha!!

I WILL BECOME THEIR SENIOR...Haha...(kk..too cocky liao)....

Few days back saw a job post @ Cinenow. Send my application liao...if I got tat job...then really de good lei...(If work Yishun, can ask Jia Wen everyday da bao Nasi Lemak for me...jkjk)

Still hoping la...hopefully I got the job...

Sian, ytd miss the STA workshop means gotta forfeit the rest of session liao...ARRR!!! wan to learn abt camera, lights and audio lei...(i slp too late..cannot wake up)

Tml, Grace's IG concert, hoepfully it will be a good one la!! (haben pay money to her..jia lat)

Gosh, gotta prepare to go PC liao...

Hmm...1 month countdown

Before sch starts...

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

1 Week OF SUAYNESS (UNLUCKINESS)

This guy too heng liao...Angela offered hug automatic lei..and so many ppl like...WAH!!!

Zhang Shao Han Autograph Session @ Bugis Junction...she was late la!!

Happy birthday to Elaine la!! (by sunshineshawny)

Suayness = Unluckiness

I have been so suay recently...like failing my Final Theory Test for driving, vomit like hell when I went to Vivocity, stomach suffering serious illness for the past 2 days la..

And..yah, started working for IT Show on Thu. 1st day 7 sales, machiam fri oni got 1 pathetic sales lei..

Manager ask me wat happen to me tdy lei...

I also dunno how to explain...

But today la, at least the start of day, I met a very nice and friendly taxi driver. We chatted lotsa things throughout the journey to Suntec City. Also, he gave me 80 cent discount la.. (tatsa rare la!!)

Last weekend went to see Zhang Shao Han...eh..her hair la..cut short or wat la..I dunno lei..

But her voice...damn powerful and solid..tats the reason y I support her...

Hmm...still got..Happy belated birthday to Wong Wong (Auntie Elaine!!) Haha..18 yrs old liao..freedom half half liao!!

So now watsa my wishes?

Actually to see my brother change for the better

To see my family change for the better

To see all my friends happy

To see everyone living happily and healthily

To see.....xiao mei mei aka Pei Han...happy again...

(wonder wat happen to her la...oh yah...if she happen to really see this post..don sae I cruel..MY DEATHNOTE DVD!!!!!!!)

HAHA!! = )

K la...joking only...next few days..I will go out and search for nice blogskin..time for a change!!

Friday, March 02, 2007

Long...

It's been quite a long time since I last update...

For the past one week plus, I been to Chingay with Mel, Siti, Samantha and Pat. While I should say Chingay looks grand, but still consider so-so only...

Tried to find jobs, but always hit by rotten luck. Luckily, Kang Wei intro me some temp job, which is those banquet waiter. Yesterday started work, bit tough la...It's been 4 years since I last did this kind of job but still I told myself, I must do well...

Then IT Show, helping my previous company again. Pay isn't much, but really la, end up it gives me a satisfying experience, especially when I saw my customer leaving the booth happily.

Zhuang Jiao...no time watch EP 7 and 8..but tml shld be free during the morning..hehe = )

Hmm...Angela Zhang Shao Han coming to town..HAHA...(got the chance to go her mini concert..but got extra ticket..find who???)

Thought of the past...its been a challenging route. Never easy, always hard. Ups and downs...

Sad and happy moments, all I experienced it.

Hmm....W24B chalet part 2 coming soon...(hopefully it will be a reality lei!!)

1 mth plus to sch reopen. My status will change to yr 2 student liao...Senior liao..HAHA

(I envy those coming yr 1 lei..machiam their choice of lappy all solid one, not like my batch...shittty models...)

KK...no point envy, if like that I like don like my lappy liao...

Machiam GPA 2.75 for whole yr...which means sem 2 only 2.5..(maths is a killer...1.5 oni D+ luckily no need to retake...)

Yr 2 must work hard liao...but frankly speaking...I still miss SIT cause I know lotsa peeps at SIT...

STA...(can i survive there...cause there side like all ang-moh speaking one de...me chinese more..ang moh less...jia lat)

Hmm..gotta end here.. = )