Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

小小的部落格，说出心里想说的话。。。。 = ）


I am who I am... 我就是我. Randy, 22 le. Still searching myself. Loves....techie thingys, K-pop and etc.


yin min
wan ping
siti
shawny
wistera
xue ying
grace
samantha
mel
shamala
elaine
cindy
nurimah
azlan
viknesh
lesley
sandy
jasmine
dennis
jasper
jason
briana
charlene
aik kai
my fyp2 team blog
huiyan
dawnice
pei xin
joan
ted sis

I am dead beat now. Why, after lesson play Warcraft with Calvin and Shawn. After that play soccer with Dennis classmates..and his faci till nearly 8. Damn tired...

Emm...so how everything started today? Enterprise module. Took MRT with Dennis and Subha.Came late for lesson. On the way sae Shawn, Beh and Cindy. Today module on what should I do. Same team as Yin Min jie, Li Ling, Daniel and Cindy. Emm...I guess we can work quite well.

Today attended talk about radio. Guest speaker were 2 DJs from Power 98 DJ.

Then, after coming back from lesson, Yin Min jie was shouting pain on her stomach. See her pain, me as di also sad lei. So in my heart I just chant for her, hoping everything will be ok. Luckily got Sarah, Jeryln, Cindy to take care of her.

We kanna the role of debating. Frankly speaking, we have lotsa good learning experience today.

YTD lesson, communication. Quite slack though. 2nd meeting at library cafe. Faci treat us drink. Third meeting @ a room in library. Projector siao siao 1...but still meeting goes on.

Emm..I guess my week..I am hoping to end good.

Tuesday science UT, how sia?


Yah...tired. I am now bit tired. Never mind. So..for today...

Took 187 to school. Enterprise UT dunno half the paper. Then tdy kanna leader for cognitive module. Emm..tdy faci last day..I am going to lose a gd faci liaox..mr basheer. He has given me lots of guidance. And without him, I will feel very nervous during presentation. So really kudos to him. He has helped me a lot.

Haha, today W26Q help celebrate Meiyee, Paul and Shuting birthday. Really have lotsa fun lei...then my classmates..they all go play those obscence game..haha..whole class gets horny.

After lesson, a few of us went to play World Cup 2006. Haha...I lose to Bryan by 1 goal oni..suay..Paul isn't on form also...dunno y...the luck seems not to work lei..

End up...I leave sch around 7..reached home around 8 plus then have subway sandwich..damn full lei...

Tml communication module...hoping to have a gd day bah!!


Disclamer: I have no intention to insult any religion..(me is a buddhist, won't say karma is bullshit...)

K...yesterday morning have a "great", haha start. Yin Min kanna same team with "karma". Then she said: "Wah, I kanna karma!!". Paul and the the rest of the class laughed!!

"karma" is a nickname to someone in our class. I shall not say much. Anyway, yesterday science module, I knew nuts at all. Really sian. Somehow, the day ended with playing World Cup 06 with other classmates.

By the time reached home, dinner, sleep, bath, gongyo and sleep again.

Today, maths module. A bit dunno wat to do but luckily same team with Paul, Beh & Cindy and Jeryln. Hee2!!

Emm..today Mr Lem see us play World Cup, haha...Suay sia, Japan lose penalty...

Yah, finally, complete halfway for Wistera's Blog...gotta update her bloggy skin...so now halfway..or should say 3 quarter...emm...

Gotta have my dinner now...continue tml...


Yah, again, 4 days haven update. Me now @ school classroom. Emm...I think I start off with what happen this morning. I woke up early, leave home early. My mother ask me to call Dennis before I leave home, then I felt that,..emm..friendship indeed is important.

The bus 187, crowded. But it gives me an totally new experience as I have yet to take bus to school damn early. Then on the way walking from Woodlands Int to my school, at traffic light nearly knock onto a gal. Wah seh, suay sia. (k la..the gal is not bad looking)...But me no ill-intention la!!

Ok, yesterday off to my grandma hse cause her birthday. Then Issa msg me ask me go jogging, end up I gotta tell her, I am at Serangoon.

Sat, boring day. Whole day @ home. My sis wanted to ask me join her go walk walk but I guess, she's going to shopping again.

Friday, enterprise topic about negotiation. I was in the same team with Ju, Daniel, Bryan and Paul. Cool man, this team but I did not play my part well. Easily distracted. Ehh...tat day isn't good. Then after lesson, go look for Dennis and his classmates. We all play Monopoly till 7. Haha, I manage to earn quite a number of bucks man!! After that go collect S.H.E Forever CD!!! I waited for this day for so damn long!!! : )

Thursday, communication about false ad. Same team with Jeh Ni, Daniel and my "bro", Jia Wen. This Jia Wen la...kept laughing till face red one. But really have fun that day.

After that, me myself went down to Marina Square for Jolin autograph session. Haha, she looks chio lei....Too bad I don't have a proper camera. Sad lei, can't take pics..

KK...hoping today will be a better day!!...Continue my post later...


Emm..I think I shall update what happen to me yesterday 1st.

Yesterday Communication UT plus Maths Module. UT was ok, Maths problem statement was like...wah! Chim. Then very dissapointing, I was at bad form yesterday. I couldn't concentrate at all. Jeh Ni kept asking me to concentrate but I simply could not. I think it is because of fatigue.

Then during 3rd meeting, I was like don't know what to say. My "bro", Jia Wen say, "You look like half-dead.".

Yah, I looked very half-dead yesterday. Yah, leave slightly early and meet KW and Wee Meng to go Bedok to look for Ms Chai. Yah, end up we kept waiting. Emm...got 1 big bunch of sec 5n1 classmates.

Then when I saw xian, she looks more beautiful liaox. The boys like kept disturb me say me and xian.

Though saw her, I was like bochup but inside still thinking of, aiyah, last time never respect her as friend. So end up...

Yah, anyway after visiting, the whole bunch, except KK and Kah Hwee, went to KFC (near Ms Chai hse). Emm...then the loner feeling came to me. I begin to feel very lonely till I ownself left off 1st.

I took 3 buses, back home. 12 to Chinatown then transfer to 147 to Clementi. Lastly, 99 back home. Total $1.90 because all 3 are SBS Transit services, got special benefits.

Emm...yesterday reached home, bath. Sleep.

Wake up today 0635. Then I went down at 0730. Wanting to catch 187 but miss liaox. End up me and Dennis walk to Chinese Garden MRT and take mrt to Woodlands.

Today, Cognitive module. Problem statement was like, average. Then today team with Daniel, Paul and Gerald. Not bad though.

During break, lend Jeryln Jolin latest DVD, then Mei Yee and Yin Min jie saw it. End up, those 3 gals went to watch and rip. Haha...

Then me and Paul, we 2 play FM. Haha, his Man Utd solid sia. He go intro me one player call Van Galen. Solid. 35 yrs old, stats so good. End up I buy, so many club want to loan him.

Then after lesson play Football Manager. Aini got show some class pictures. She's having a plan to make a class video. Here to wish her success in making the video.

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Thought today on the way from Woodlands MRT walk to school saw "it", phew cause saw one gal wear pink singlet, look like "it".

Then waste my energy, walk so fast. Cause don't know lei, the escaping feeling came. Make me want to walk fast. Emm, end up see, wrong people.
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TML Enterprise UT, heard got a lot of calculation. Wah seh...argh!!

Must study liaox...if not fail.


Yah, it has been 4 days since I last updated my blog. Emm...I shall begin from Monday..haha..(now tuesday liaox, somemore 0830 UT...argh!!)

Monday, woke up around 0630. By the time I prepared everything, it was already 0735. Saw 187, boarded it with Dennis(he alight halfway at Bt Batok and take MRT), while me took straight to Woodlands.

Reach W26, look outside from far, my classroom. Emm..not much people there. I went to toilet to make my hair. Walked back to my classroom, shocked to see...haha..new team again..(got Aini, Daniel, Jeh Ni and Jeryln).

The whole day for me isn't good. I am simply not on top form. I don't know what to do for lesson. Anyway it is Basic Science module and the topic is about hydrocarbons.

Then, it seems like I can't work very well with Jeh Ni. She's too hardworking while me being the middle one.

But nevertheless, the day ended with Clavin and Paul took turn to play FIFA World Cup 06 game. Haha, Ghana win Brazil 2-0.

Go back home, then later went to Jurong Entertainment Centre to catch Pirates Of The Carribean : Dead Man's Chest with my father and younger sister. The movie is solid but sad la, the cinema never show the surprise ending.

Then take 334 back home.

Sunday, it is simply a bored day. A very bored day. This is what I can describe. Sleep, slacking.

Saturday, haha. Fun, but end up bad.
Went to karaoke with my W26Q classmates. Have lotsa fun!! Emm..let me think what happen then. We went to Party World Cuppage. Got me, Mu Xing, Shawny, Bryan, Beh, Cindy, Jia Wen, Yin Min, Sarah, Mei Yee. We indeed have lotsa fun and we found the hidden talent of Jia Wen!!...She has a good voice lei...!! Potential K Queen!!

After K, only left me, Shawny, Bryan, Yin Min, Sarah and Mei Yee. We went to NYDC for some meal. Cool man, but the price is ex. Food is delicious but I do hope for bigger servings.

After that, went to look for my elder sis. Celebrate with argument(my elder sis birthday). My father simply blame me and my sis take own sweet time. Want celebration, go back home early.

Some more over the weekends, my elder sis and bro kept arguing over my com. My goodness...what the hell is going man!!

Ok, Friday. Kick start with enterprise module. Aiyah, it is about power. KK..me already forget a bit liaox. That day my team, include me got 6 members. Haha, got me, Beh, Shawny, Yin Min, Mei Yee and Juriani. Yah, earlier on got David but he went early for drama.

12pm went to attend talk with Jia Wen, Paul, Juriani and Mu Xing. Guest of honour is a MP. Forget his name liaox...

But that day, I think I didn't did much to my team.

Thursday. Communication Module about censorship. My team did something related to Desperate Housewives. Whether it should be banned or not.

Emm.....I guess I remember all this...Looks like I gotta really remind myself to update my blog everyday..!!

Hope TML will be a better day!!


Continue from today's morning post. Today, my faci did not come. Then got another replacement faci. His name is er..I forgotten liaox..but he is a malay. Somehow, I think he is more relaxed.

I was in the same team with Shakz (Chocolate maniac), David and Ju.(honey...haha..jkjk). The topic for tdy is analyse a candle. What the?

Nvm, end up the faci said we can analyse another thing and show it in ppt. Emm..

I did not have my lunch today, instead during 2nd break, I was sleeping in class. Simply tired. While during second meeting, Wistera told me she's not feeling well, very tired. I replied her...looks like virgos meet tiredness today. (Me and Her both virgo).

Ju gotta leave lesson early because of IGs committment. So end up left we 3. But nevertheless, we perservere and fight on.

So end up we analyse, my handphone...haha!! Panasonic SA6.

After lesson finished, time for quiz, evaluation and reflection journal. The journal question, difficult to answer.

Then I stayed back for a while in the classroom.

Then MRT, back home.

I realised I got hooked by games quite easily. Especially, Simtower. I don't know why. When I reached home, I just kept on playing. That's...

Anyway today at class, Aini had an idea to shoot a mini movie for the rumoured couple. I shall not disclose the name unless everything is confirmed.

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Today, it seems like I kept looking at "it"....

I don't wish for that as "it" and me only classmate.

This feeling is bad for me. Is it because that incident, then my fellow friends go and say me and "it"..oh...me like "it"
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How I wish, I can go around the world and forget everything....

Continue tml


Yah, it has been, I guess, only 1 day forget to update. Now @ school. Emm..Woke up early today, leave home at 0720, 334 reached interchange early. Managed to catch train, and also today got very little people walking so end up reached school early.

Today, early morning, I had 2 dreams. 1st one is I was dreaming at East Coast Chalet. Then I saw Issa and Bryan ride on one bicycle. Second one, I dreamt myself very lonely at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. After that dream, I immediately woke up.

While doing gongyo, I thought of my past childhood and also reflect on myself, is life very precious. The answer, Yes.

I don't wish to be lonely...but I guessed end up one day..I might be alone lonely

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Monday night, I was washing my eye stick. When I was about to put it back, I couldn't put it back. I asked my brother to help me put in back and it is very very painful. He told me, I had pus inside my ear hole. Again?....I had enough of pus already and this time.

Yesterday morning, I brushed my teeth. Whole toothbrush with blood. I was like?...Blood?

Reached school, end up grouping with Jeh Ni and Li Ling. Frankly speaking I can tell you, I do face difficulties, lots of it.

Yah...anyway yesterday maths lesson.

Because both Jeh Ni and me myself will argue over solutions. But I guess, Kudos to her as she found the perfect solution for yesterday problem statement.

After the quiz, I stayed back and played the Bottle Pushing game with the Tampines group, Jeh Ni, Calvin, Shawny and Li Ling. My team got Bryan, Aini and Jia Wen. We were the Mixed team.

Results...emm..we lost the first few round. But..haha..the best 3 match. We won!!...

Yah, we still got take video. Hee2...

Go home by MRT. Emm...then reached home. Then....aiyah..boring with computer. And slept out...

Wake Up...2 funny dreams.

K...Continue Tonight


Firstly, today I slept at 1am. Secondly, I missed 1st 2 mins, extra time and penalties of Italy vs France.

Third, I am soooo tired.

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Anyway, today around 0840 reach school. Science module about water and molecular system. Chimology. Today's class attendance isn't that good. My team Guru, Paul, isn't present. Luckily got sunshineShawny. Phew. But still, bored.

2nd meeting go library have lesson. We a few guys and gals discuss this Sat go Karaoke @ Party World.

Me looking forward. But my jie, Yin Min got IG activity. Anyway latest update changed to morning. So hoping more ppl can go. Who noes, can ask Jeryln sing Jolin - Mr Q...Haha

@ the library, I found a Xbox room. In future, I can enjoy Xbox. Haha.

Lunch, only had curry puff. Then I was like completely clueless, don't know what to do. Really, I want to thank my team members, Yin Min jie, Juriani and Daniel who helped me to get over today's lesson.

During 3rd meeting, me, Ju and Aini managed to take some pics of our class. Haha, got one, Bryan and Jeh Ni. Haha

After lesson, walk to Woodland's MRT with Bryan and Shawny. You know, on the way, they all met a cai cai. Haha, like want to target sia.

Then went Jurong Point with Bryan. Then, went home. I saw the new Boon Lay Int parking layout. SMRT pathetic. Only got 4. No wonder 187 have to wait for so long.

Emm...ok..Looking forward for better day tml...but UT lei...argh!!!


Yes, indeed. After friday chanting, went home, use computer, update blog. Sleep.

Next day, which is Saturday. I woke up late, slept whole day just to wait my brother use finish my computer. Did not go to gongyo because, I guessed got hooked in computer.

Today, another slacking day. Slept, simply boring.

While over the weekend, I do have a chat with Jia Wen, hee2, my bro on MSN. I guess we always chatted about soccer. Cause we 2 are soccer maniacs.

Haha, looking forward for the World Cup Final match.

Hoping Italy though France have experienced players.

And....I hope I can wake up later.

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Hee2...Suddenly thought of what happened on Friday..my classmates ask me give birthday kiss to my jie, Yin Min.

Funny lei...till now I suddenly though of.

Whle, a word to say to W26Q. Sorry to dissapoint you all as I guessed you all know me well already.

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Emm...I guess my friends are enjoying the weekends though. Hope tml, those who work or study can wake up la...World Cup Final...2am on Channel 5 and SCV CH 27.

So I guess, perhaps...tml when I reached my classroom. Prepared to see my classmates with panda eyes..Haha!! : )

Continue tml!!


Continuation from my 40th post. Anyway, today's topic is on how to motivate your employees.

Paul, at the start isn't on form. If guru not on form, my team liaox. Anyway with Jeryln and Juriani, things started quite well with Ju did the FMT, I went to get resources, Jeryln chip in to help us and finally the guru gets his form back. So, I guess my team indeed did everything fast and good.

Haha, today's 3rd meeting is a funny one. Ms Kong would want our presentation to be creative yet able to motivate others. At the end of lesson, we have to vote for best team.

So end up, our class W26Q, known for best cohesion, we don't say which one best as all together we are the best!!

Anyway, at the end of presentation, I shouted, "Yin Min's birthday tml, wanna sing happy birthday song to her?"

1st time lei, me do this kind of thingy. The whole class sang, and I guess Yin Min jie, really very touched. Tears rolled down her cheeks. Can see, she is really shocked with the surprise. Haha, anyway, I prepared a card for the whole class to sign and also a small Pooh. Shawny, anyway he prepared a drawing for Yin Min.

So I guess, Yin Min jie going to have a very memorable day!!

Happy 18 birthday, Yin Min jie!! : )

Then, my classmates make fun of me, say I like Yin Min jie. That Cindy la, all the gals la...you all ah...

Ju said me 2 timer. Aiyoh, another headache lei!!

Then on the way to Woodlands MRT, Shawny said I got potential to chio gal. I tell him, aiyo, if I got, I would have one by now.

Just to make things clear, me treat Yin Min as my jie only.

How can I like my jie?...Impossible

Hope tml will be a better day though...


My 40th post. It has been 3 days since I last updated my blog.
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Today is a Friday. Science UT flunk because I don't know how to do. Enterprise module about motivating workers. Moodless for today, yet have to be driven.

I guess I need to do some changes to my mood.

Yesterday I had Communication module. Yesterday's lesson is a fun and exciting one. My group, Paul, Shakila and Yin Min, did Role 3 which is to produce a MV for a sporting company. Our MV end up with shoes fighting and we create the brand name as SPRAY. (It comprises of our names and an extra A).

Yesterday, went to Jurong Point walk walk. Then after that go home, play computer then go dye hair. Red don't look like red lei.

Wednesday, Cognitive module. One word, very difficult. During presentation, my mind gone blank. Some more, I did not do my job as a leader well. Very very dissapoint with my performance on that day.

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Hoping today, Friday will be a good day.

Will continue my post...tonight


Envy,Confused,Obstacles...

Yesterday, I had my science module but end up a bit dissapointing. Low attendance causing Ms Ong to merge my team with other team. Anyway, 6 persons...hee hee more productivity.

Frankly speaking, it is one of the worst day at RP. Everyone isn't at top form, all my classmates were either bored, puzzled, sick etc. Really a bad day.

After school, went to Causeway Point with Bryan and Dennis. We bought the plain t-shirt @ Giordano since it cost 5 bucks each(provided buying 3 pieces) so Bryan say, why not we 3 buy each a shirt. Anyway, I also saw my sec sch classmate, Janet. Haha, I guess she never saw me so end up me msg her. She called back, and asking we( those 5n1 who entered RP) going to visit Ms Chai on the 18th. I told her..emm..maybe I go and ask. She said she so long never see us liaox...haha...hey...if technology is good, who knows in future we can have class renunion through video confrencing.

Reached home, played Hotel Giant non-stop(except dinner and bath) till 2am. Never do gongyo..disapointing.

Today at school, maths module. Probability. Liaox...my worse of all in maths. But I guess today my team is a splendid one. 4 Boys, 2 wearing white, 2 wearing black. Bryan, Shawny and Gerald. Though we slack...but I guess we 4 guys should posess good team work. Even Mr Lem said us...4 musketeers..haha!!

After school, went to look for Apple. Asked Shawny along....

Took bus with Shawny's friend, Jia Yi and Damien and my classmate Calvin.

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Hoping below post won't offend either Apple or Shawny.

Me saw Shawny talking with Apple a lot...wah seh..me envy sia...what happen to me?????????

I am on the way to find my true character yet...

Am I? Thinking too much...
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Anyway, after passing Apple present. Shawny, Damien and me have dinner @ TM food court.

Then go home...sleep....gongyo...

Anyway on the way back on MRT, I slept and woke up 2 times. Drop my MP3 player cover 2 times.

On bus 98, dropped 5 bucks. Luckily someone ask me to pick up. Phew.

That's really a bad ending for today.

But hopefully, German's win will compensate a bit though.
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Update 05/07/06 5:53AM
Sorry for all the things that I wrote, actually this "envy" prblem has been stuck with me for many years. So now on the way to overcome it.

Shawny say..poh gals very easily...Haha...Come on brother..everything isn't easy at all.

I saw my horoscope on i-weekly, another similar thing happen, say if like someone, find a quiet time to tell him/her. Ah, another bullshit thingy. If really happen, then I shall salute it.

Anyway Germany lost 0-2 to Italy on extra time.


Sorry again, forgot to update my post. Emm...I think I shall say what I did from Friday onwards.

Friday, enterprise module. School's network kept having problems till we have to do our quiz, journal and evaluation @ home.

Hee2, I was in the same team with Jia Wen (The Laughter Gal), Daniel (The Guru Who Jokes Around), Li Ling and Jeryln (The Pontianak..cause her hair very very long till like pontianak : )). Actually, my team have Paul but that Guru isn't around. Nevertheless, with the 5 of us, we still can work. Anyway the topic is about What A Team!!

We have to find out how Shawn(Not my classmate)can improve as a leader as his team faced a lot of problem.

Emm, our ppt, I feel that it isn't the best but still efforts really goes to Jia Wen and Daniel who are the one who really work very hard. Kudos to you 2 if you see this post!!

After school, went home. Take a break and went to meet people cause heard got job lobang, end up like questioning me so much questions. Now like no interest in the job.

Then, back home. NEver do gongyo, go watch Germany Vs Argentina. After Ayala scored, I slept.

But end up the scores, unexpecting though.

Emm...saturday. Simply slacking. Only @ night watch England Vs Portugal. Guo Liang came to my house.

But the results, dissapointing.

After he left, then my mother and sister said his voice damn loud. I have no words to say.

Today, woke up late. Should be going to attend Kosenrufu chanting. End up do gongyo, have breakfast. By the time I reached PC already around 11 plus, about to end liaox.

End up have dinner with the rest of my friends at there like Aik Kai, Tedsis, Zhi Yuan.

Then Tedsis ask me later wanna go jogging, I tell him tired la.

He asked me don't sleep anymore, ask me to go exercise, go PC more often, chant more daimoku etc.

But really, I do admit, though now I am finding my character yet I am in a low point. I don't know why, but I guess this isn't my true self at all.

Ok, I shall end here for today and continue for tml.

(Hee..don't know Wan Ping aka Apple got see my blog or not, wishing her Happy 17 Birthday!! : ) Smilex Alwaysx and Be A Cheerful Apple 4EVER!! ; ) )