Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

小小的部落格，说出心里想说的话。。。。 = ）


I am who I am... 我就是我. Randy, 22 le. Still searching myself. Loves....techie thingys, K-pop and etc.


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xue ying
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azlan
viknesh
lesley
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jasmine
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jason
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Yah, indeed blisters are on my feet after joining the former W26P peeps for PE lesson. Captain ball, basketball etc. We played few types of sports.Today skipped friday chanting....cham sia...

Today, enterprise. Ends later than usual but I learnt something valuable. The class bonding. I can see some of my classmates tried to bond the class like that pink girl Shamala...haha.. We want to go out of classroom still need to say "please" to her. Aiyoh, Shamala, time to go Hougang chalet la!!

Emm...now I just hope my new class will be as fun as last time W26Q but still the former W26Q and W26P peeps are the ones that make my poly life cool!! Thx!! = )

I guess I got nothing much to say. Oh yah, one last thing, thanks to my team members for today!! Samantha, Grace, Anoop and Dhivya....you all did a good job today!!

Ok, end here....just hope tml will be a better day


My bag, clothes and laptop case kanna diet coke spill. Sian diao loh...

Anyway, today in the same team as last week. W24B seems to be more lively which is a good sign!! And...emm...happy birthday to my new classmate Denna!! = )

Today's culture problem is much more difficult than last week. This week have to make notes for certain people on cultures of other countries. Emm...I guess my team may likely get just a so-so response from faci but nevertheless I really want to say thanks to my team members, Samantha, Sa'eedha and Yin Ling!!

After school is the same old routine. CS with my former classmates...haha...say want to go home at 6 end up 730 then go home.

Today, I did learnt about something. Always treasure what you have now and remember don't do foolish things.

And also, pang seh people too much oso not that gd bah!!

I guess....that's all for today.


As I about to say good bye to sore throat, cough came to say hello to me. And now, I am suffering from cough...bit bad but still ok la...

Anyway, today Cognitive module is quite a good one. At first of the start, I was like, puzzled with what the problem statement want us to do. Emm...but anyway it wrap up well with my good team members hee3, Xue Ying, Xing Ting and er...paiseh I forget the other member name cause my memory poor...and also my faci, Mr Charles Wong. I guess he is a crazy father, always thinking of his baby, funny person though...emmm

After lesson, usual gaming with the former W26Q peeps gamers at library. But before library, we went to the canteen and saw Jia Wen, Li Ling, Miaka and Aini. This Jia Wen....hey...next time cut hair cut more la...cut like never cut one...haha!! Ur laughter is still ur trademark la.... = ) CS is usual for us till 1930. Today only one take MRT back home. Then on the way back, stomach pain sia....maybe too hungry so I took out the energy bar to eat. Phew luckily got reserve some foods for emergency.

Yesterday, maths is a bit crazy....but still yesterday has over so I guess I don't think much.

Now I just hope tml's team for culture would be a fun team, not.....

Ok, shall end here.


Haha, yah, I did suffered sore throat on yesterday. But now it is much better!! Hopefully tml will be better.

Today's lesson Science on cholesterol. I can say I am lucky to be in my team. Hee3!! Thanks Yu Lin, Denna, Xing Ting and Xue Fang for your understanding as today I am really, you know can't talk much. The sore throat is simply unbearable. No mood for lunch. But I would like to thanks Sarah for her Wood's sweet. It really helps me a lot. And the rest of the former W26Q peeps like Mei Yee who ask me drink more 100 plus and the rest...thanks!! I am getting better now!!

The last weekend was a hectic, filled with fun. Saturday went overnight with some of former W26P peeps. We went to Sembawang Park, had roti prata @ Jln Kayu and later at Seletar Dam. Then after that rushed to PC for student activity. Emm, the student activity is indeed quite a meaningful one. Some of the members act out a play which makes the teens laughed!!

Then @ night, went to former 5N1 BBQ at East Coast Chalet. This is when my sore throat went to the max....

Over the weekends, I did learnt about something useful. Everything happen will have a reason behind it. Even you met failures, perhaps it is because you didn't work hard enough or perhaps lack of some self-esteem.

And.... Don't ever got trapped in the world of Hatred and Jealous...I got in but luckily managed to get out....phew!

Jia Wen today not feeling well...aiyoh....bro la bro...I thought you very fit one??...How come sick sia...but anyway get well soon la!! = )

Emm...ok, I shall end here.


Yesterday, I guess my post is a bit...like too forcing liaox...but actually...

Anyway, I think yesterday me and Kang Wei had a chat. Then we talked about our former classmates and present classmates. He told me no matter how much I join the fun with former W26P peeps, none can compare with my former classmates, W26Q. They are the ones who understand my working style best, know me much better than W26P peeps etc...

But I have no intention to say that W26P peeps are lousy bunch of kids and I just felt that, just because of my actions, I guess I portrayed my former classmates for the last few weeks of W26Q as hopeless. But it is only now, then I really know that my former W26Q peeps rulez!!

Anyway, today wake up, sore throat. A bad one. Restless, don't know what to do.

Later still thinking want to join Dennis classmates to stay overnight or just stay at home. Somemore tml got student activity and 5N1 bbq @ East Coast.

I guess, I still want to clear some doubt that, W26Q peeps, perhaps it is really my wrong perspective that I create a bad image on you guys but I have no intention to really want to portray a bad one....emmm...no matter how, thanks u peeps!!

(I guess today my post bit too loh soh liaox...paiseh....I just want to speak everything from my heart and try to clear it. If not keep staying, not that good la....)

Ok, shall end here


Today, I would just like to thank my former class, W26Q. I remembered the days we fight together, we play together, we share sorrows together etc. We were simply having fun all day long!!....

It is sad that our class has been spilit and somemore new generation has taken our classroom. But nevertheless, I will never forget the moments we spent....

Next time ask me go out lei!!...Paiseh lah...everytime u all ask me go out I will like not free one...but now...realli hope can go out with u guys lei!!

Emm...which means I still have to change myself though...lotsa flaws for reflections....

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Ok, anyway, today's lesson is still ok. My class W24B is slightly noisier but still, quiet. Today my team got Samantha(again...haha....she's a good scribe lei!!), Anood, er...another indian gal and Grace. Emm...there are hiccups here and there but still we work quite well!!...Kudos to team 5 lei!! = )

Today, one of my classmate kanna shoot. How I wish he will change bit bah....

But also, me from a fun till siao class one...so..emm...I like noisy class lei...

W24B....more noise, more fun!! I want it more!! Don't want quiet one lei...veri sian 1


This is what I can say for today's lesson. I was too sleepy. I was not on form. I was simply lack of motivation, ideas. Simply....not what I had expected.

But I did dreamt that my class would be quiet one, and indeed, quite a quiet one. Very different from my former class W26Q. I missssssss my class!!!!

Anyway, today's module is Culture and Aesthetics. Problem is about Culture Shock. Have to do a story book for upper primary school. Intro them about the term Culture. Emm...I guess my group really like lost....but we still managed to complete though.

So far got my team members, Yin Ling, Sa'eedha and Samantha's email. Emm...more to get soon...

But really really hope tml will be a better day!!

ARGH!!...Today simply sucks....


Within a few hours, I am back to school. New classroom, new classmates, new facilitators. Emm...I don't know how I am going to get used with the changes but still try my best to adapt as soon as possible.

Anyway, today I did have my fun part and some unhappy part. I guess I shall say the unhappy part first.

Today, I did something which is not that good. Last minute told Kang Wei I unable to go to PC chant and also to home visit. He was quite angry with it and I nearly had an argument with him. But, I guess...no point arguing.

But...I realised, religion is important to me. But, again, I admit I did not really balance well my time.

I realised some of my friendships are getting worsen, and I myself was in doubt what to do.

That time, when Kang Wei told me my looks have changed. I was like, bit pissed off. He also told me to balance my life between religion and social life. So when I discussed with Joanna, she was indeed pissed off by what Kang Wei said. How can Kang Wei judge my look....

Till now, whenever I thought of what Joanna said, it did makes bit sense but....

Anyway, yesterday I did have fun with the usual Former W26P peeps. We went to The Cathay Cineplex and watched The Devils Wears Prada. After that, pool @ Parklane Centre. Dinner at nearby and drink alcoholic drinks near Dhoby Ghaut MRT. Hee3!!....Thanks peeps, will miss u guys!! = )

Ok....gotta really end here liaox...


Yah, I am now in W24B. My classmates have quite a number at W1 and W2. Emm...dunno how are we gonna meet each other again...

Still remember the heydays...now it is the start of new chapter.

Today, simply slacking. I wasn't myself at all...

Emm....sian diao...holiday finishing soon





Yah...really like to thank you all for providing me fun whenever I go out with u guys....u guys rocks!!

Today Sentosa Plus Marina Bay steamboat meal...wah seh...tiring but fun....

Wish u guys have happy days always lei!!....

Today those who kanna Ananth's push to water...really suffered a lot loh....haha..especially tat Sok Hong...haha!!

The sports today..wah seh..run like mad dog....

But...still...thanks you guys!!


I guess...Wei Xian should be happy that she is 18 today. I liked her since sec 1 but never tell her till sec 5. And ever since I told her, we never enjoyed good friendship anymore. Mainly I guess, because 2 of us can't accept each other at all. So I guess, just let it be...emm...

I guess I still have heart bah....wish her happy birthday...

And also, finally I cleared something, I went to tell Joanna that I did have some feelings towards her since the chalet. But now, it has faded.

Emm...wish her...have a happy night bah...and...Joanna, just hope to see you happy day by day...that's all..

Gosh, a few more hours, Sentosa...argh...haven't sleep...hee3

Happy days coming !!......






First, let me wish Andy a happy 18 birthday. Anyway just now around 8pm went down to Kbox to join his party. Emm...sing lotsa songs. But to my amaze, a few of the guys including Andy got drunk. Friends vomited, say rubbish words etc. Zhi Wei suffered the most. He is the most drunk among the group.

I had no choice to leave around 1250 cause I gotta join W26P guys for Sentosa later. So...

Hey, those who got drunk...get sober soon la!! = )


Me?..Yesterday I guess I acted cool. Didn't really talk with Sok Hong, Joanna and Kai Wen @ East Coast. It was only Dennis, Subha, Ananth and Tinesh where I tend to talk more, but nonsensical...Aiyoh what happen to me sia.

Anyway yesterday is quite a filled day. East Coast Park for cycling, dinner at food village, at night intended to go Seletar Reservior but end up, too tired. Imagine walking for numerous minutessss...and long distance and still have yet to reach our destination. That's what me, Kai Wen, Dennis, Sok Hong and Joanna suffered....Luckily Ananth came to the rescue. Phew.

Oh yah, also met Shawny at the food village. So coincidental. Emm..I guess both of us wish for a some sort of nice change of class bah...

Go back home via 187. Ananth send Dennis and me to Woodlands MRT.

Frankly speaking, I am lousy at expressing feelings and concerning people. So, if any of my friends read this post. I guess you know me better.

But still, thanks to each of the people who provided me fun today!! : )

Later 8pm, Kbox Jurong East celebrate Andy's birthday. Oh yah, wishing Andy a Happy 18 Birthday!!

Monday, go Sentosa with W26P guys and have dinner @ Seoul Garden. Tuesday rest. Wednesday go PC chant for my new class. Thursday...new class...argh!!

I still don't know my class yet. Hopefully it would be something good like W26Q, hee hee!! = )


I guess for yesterday night, I am not myself..emm..why?

Anyway, yesterday is quite a slow day. Woke up late. But when to PC with my brother for friday chanting session. After that, had supper with my fellow friends.

On the way back, we nearly shakubuku a person. But sadly, she never leave her contact number for us. Emm...she seems to be interested in Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism...

Later, gotta go East Coast Park, meeting Dennis's classmates. Somemore..emm..can go PC do evening Gongyo...emm...gd


These 2 days, everything seems to be slow. Rashes still there. Itchness all over the body.

Today morning, emm...should say early morning around 2-3 am. I learnt something, I am consider luckier than other people who suffered mental hardships, problems after problems and etc.

Joanna, really hope you can find your true self and be a happy and cheerful person. This sat, roller skate must be more careful woh!! Don't like on tuesday, pull people down...naughty sia!!

My bro, Jia Wen. Can see she is leading a happy life. Emm...remember to take care of your diet la!! You ownself say want to lose weight so better mind your diet la!! Sad sia, today lose to you. You woke up later...emm..I should have slept till 3pm. = ) Remember to treat me Chong Pang Bee Hoon and Chicken Wing la!!...One of these days I make sure....you must treat me..hee3

Hey, thanks Yin Min jie for your encouragement. Emm...I gotta really not to be rash anymore. And also, must try my best la...no input where got output. Emm...hope you can find ur prince yinmin while me...my princess...hee3... Oh yah..ur nails are nice though..emm..nxt time try banana or other fruits...haha!!

Gongyo have not been doing..emm..no wonder la...sleepless nights. Ever since entered RP, I have not slept early like 10:30 pm. It will always be around 12 till 2 am, I will go to sleep.

Next week, I have to report to school again. New classroom, new classmates, new facilitators. Everything have to get used again. This means I gotta adapt to the new environment fast...emm..

So coincidental, both my PC friends and Dennis classmates ask me along to join them @ Sentosa on monday. Err...I still thinking though. Don't know to join which group.

My Lovely Samsoon today last episode liaox....hope it will be nice though. Jasmine Tye out of S'pore Idol. Frankly speaking, she has low chance to go into the finals.

Emm...I guess that's all...






































Emm..as I promised..to show u guys the chalet pics..(I went to chalet on the last wk of Aug with W26P guys!!..Cool!!)...So now..to show some pics..

Tdy raining, wake up late...seems everything is slow for today..emm..Gotta think hard for the problems that came to me.

I guess I can find a solution to it. Believe in success..haha!! : )


Emm...tdy went to Pulau Tekong for a half day trip. (school organised 1)...Quite an enriching one. At least it helps me mentally prepare for the next 3 years where I will go there to serve my National Service. Tried the foods, saw the environment, learn about the life there, also tried M16 simulator. Cool!!

After the trip, went to East Coast Park with Dennis and his classmates. We cycled for nearly 2 hours. After that, had dinner at Marine Parade Food Centre. Had Hokkien Mee for the night. Then...here goes, Dennis and I had a bottle of Long Island. And this cause me to be headache, giddy, sleepy back home. Now, bit of rashes.

Tml Kang Wei ask me go swimming...how sia...this type of condition. I think better off ask them go by themselves.....

18 year old. Lots of things to do...but...

I am going to stuck in a decision making soon....And I guess it is because of my heart...that cause me TO ENGAGE IN THIS PROBLEM....ARGH!!!

But what can I do, do proper thinking. And also keep questioning myself...emm...better make the right decision. If not la...failure again....


Never do gongyo. Sleep whole day....what happen to me...

somemore...I guess I might have feeling towards....

Argh!!!!

Oh yah....thanks to every friends who wished me happy birthday!! I appreciate that!!

Argh!!!


Today, is just a normal day to me. Woke up around 10 plus, have lunch. Do gongyo. Then afternoon met Kang Wei and later his classmate, Kenneth. Went to Raffles City where Kenneth meeting other people and Sim Lim Square. After that, went to Ikea to find the jar for Joanna. I guess, something lucky happen. Joanna said she will buy the jar by herself. Phew...save money...haha....

Dinner with my family at a coffee shop near Chinese Garden MRT. First time tasted venison. Soft, tender. Then my mother keep saying, the mussels are not worth at all. 10 bucks and very little meat.

Bought a Blackforest cake. Having it later....

TML...have to go Oko ceremony. Haha...tml is my brother's birthday!!

Anyway, thx Yin Min for ur msg la!!....18 yrs old can go clubbing but need to save money 1st la!!

End here... = )


Yah, 18 already. M18 movies, no prob. Can go apply for driving licence. Got more things to do and can do. 18 yrs old, waited for this day....

Emm...yesterday went to ice skate, play pool and west coast park with Dennis and his classmates, Ananth, KKW, Dilys, Sok Hong, Subha. (Justin and Sok Hong cousin's joined us for the ice skate)Wow...lotsa of fun, thanks guys!!

Also, thanks all those friends who wished me happy birthday one la!!...Won't forget u guys 1...haha = )