Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

小小的部落格，说出心里想说的话。。。。 = ）


I am who I am... 我就是我. Randy, 22 le. Still searching myself. Loves....techie thingys, K-pop and etc.


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azlan
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jasper
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huiyan
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ted sis

You can never expect the effect. You make the cause but you can never know that the effect can be so severe to you that you were crying, shouting for help.

Sad to say, when you did something wrong, sometimes the target, which may be your friend, god sister etc, will ignore you forever. He/she will scold, hate you till the end.

Also, to hate to be hated. You hate people, more people will hate you more. The hatred you face is more stronger than you have it.

To really repent, learn from your mistakes. Sometimes the outcome may condemn you a lot, sometimes you might be lucky.

Whenever you met a condemn outcome, you have to tell yourself, you have to accept the outcome. The most you can do is prove to the person, you are willing to change.

Most important, willing to change, willing to learn from your mistakes and be a better person.

For me, I have been acting too pathetic, too despo for love, too childish etc...lots of them.

Now I realise them, it seems to be a bit late.

The outcome has become serious, codemning.

But what I can do? I can't do much. But one thing I can do, I must learn from my mistakes, and be a better person.

I have to prove my whole class, W26Q, I will be a much matured person.

That's all....

W26Q, my doings have dissapointed you all, especially my jie, Yin Min. She is the target of my hatred, but I realised that she's correct and I am in the grave wrong side.

I don't know she is willing to accept my apology, but I guess even she is not willing to accept my apology, I still have to change myself for the better.

I can't afford to repeat my mistakes again. I have to change away my bad points.

Jia Wen told me, I can become the cheerful one.

Now my aim, be the cheerful one.

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Never mind about me, I have to face the mistakes. I rather face the pain now than facing it later.

Perhaps this is a Karma for me.