Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Change....

Ever since after chalet, I am back to become a slacker. Everyday sleep late like hell. 7am, my all time record. Wake up very late like hell too, 2 till 3 pm.

2 more weeks to school reopen, how can me continue this kind of habit??

Things really change too much. Sometimes, I couldn't accept it yet have to.

My brother's situation getting worse off. He even threaten to quit school. It's been a dissapointing period for now. I don't know when things will change for the better.

I guess the only thing I can do, just chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo and pray that he and her can change for the better.

Last Friday, went drinking with KK, Dennis, Jie Sheng and Kah Hwee. Also on the same day, I got my pay but because of debts owed and plus drinking of "high-class" drinks, I only left $100 plus now.

That day, I was quite "high". Tequila shot in a wrong way, rubbish words coming out from me. I guess, I am rubbish that day.

Sunday. Went to PC monthly Kosenrufu chanting session. What Reverend Takikawa said really make sense. It is never easy to maintain faith, but as long we are able to maintain it and also forge on strong practice, we can benefit good fortune and able to eradicate our negative karma.

I will remember this, and keep improving my faith and practice....

KK...Anyway after that, lunch as usual at Sims Place Food Centre. Chicken rice again....HAHA = )

Then when shopping with Kang Wei and Hong Ming. I wanted to buy a wallet but, end up that day, I couldn't find one at all la. Anyway, I saw my sec sch classmate, Yao Wei. Haha, he working at Topshop @ Bugis Junction. Hmm...maybe I buy Topman wallet got discount...muahahaha!!

Actually, I admit, when things goes bad, I really feel like not giving a damn to it.....but now, I am caught in a dillema. Should I concern about my brother more or her?

But about her, I guess she got Hui Qi to take care of her bah...

Yesterday, I just found out my timetable cum class roster. Same, E24D and E25C. And so zhun la, same class with my brother Jia Wen lei, E25C. But she has no lesson on Wednesday and me only got to E25C on Wednesdays because of elective module. Also, same class with Hui Min for 4 days (Core modules, DNM), David (Common STA module, but same for Tuesdays only) and Sylvia (Common STA module, same for Friday only).

And just realised, I nearly everyday got mixed classmates lei. But still got some is same for 4 days de....

And 5 out of 5 facis are males. 3 are angmohs. No females. (diaoz...HAHA...better like this la...??)

And elective module on Wednesday, meaning, no free day for 1 whole semester. Pity myself because I want to clear elective asap.

Hmm, I gotta congrats Samantha and Dennis, for having a China Born faci on Mondays. Wish you all good luck la!! (Diaoz...too crappy liao)

But frankly speaking, I miss SIT la!! ARRRRRRGH!!! But hopefully STA can equally give me a wonderful 2 yrs of poly life bah...hmm...thinking of have to speak more English because of STA's environment, I felt a bit, jia lat la...me cina siao not angmoh siao....

Never mind, I believe I can do it!! Hehe = )

Today, no matter how, I must help my mama mop and sweep the floor...hmm...gotta do it later.

2 more weeks, gonna miss W2 terribly. The block where I spend my whole entire poly yr1 life with. I miss the ah siao class, W26Q. And the gaga class, W24B. Thanks for providing me a wonderful yr 1!! Thanks peeps!! Oh yah, oso thanks former W26P peeps la!!

And, 2 more weeks, I gotta say.

Hello, E2, how are you?

KK...end here liao..