Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Not a Good Day....

Now at Library @ Orchard...all by alone

And mood...had a swing...meaning...I....

Why did it happened to me when I suppose to be happy with my W24B'ers friends...(can't figure out why...)

Today is my last day as a Year One student and also with W24B’ers having lessons together.

Time really flies fast. One semester just end like that.

Today’s attendance was like just around 12-14 people. Some of the peeps wore sec sch uniform. I wanted to wear but, I don’t have my sec sch uniform pants lei…

Franklin as usual, said lots of things before he ended the lesson.

So, Pat put his nick as “Franklin’s Words of Wisdom.”

Make sense…

After school, chiong to Transitlink office collect back ez-link card...(the office location quite ulu)

Then went to PC Bunk reset brother's Asiasoft account...then Marina Square look for Shi Ying and Chai Lei...haha.. = )

These 2 F4's of 5n1 really change a lot la...

Then to Taka...but..once I enter Seoul Garden...my mood swings...

I realized that recently, I looked like a transparent glass. People won’t really notice me. Emm…maybe this is a good and bad thing…

I do admit I am afraid of loneliness but I gotta accept everything happened on me.

Because, of Karma. Cause and effect….

Last weekend, I went to Bishan Junction 8 for Luo Zhi Xiang Autograph’s session and Bugis Junction.

For the autograph session, Elaine and I thought we won’t get autographs at all but end up we got it!!

Sucky management on that day, Junction 8 management needs to do a better job…

Bugis junction to follow my mother and brother to buy new year clothes…

And the 2 of them will always clash together, and that’s why I hate going out with them.

(And didn’t realized that Faci Yuen Wei saw me until she im me…)

Anyway, I had forgotten about the clash. Now, I really need to think of what to do during the 2 months holiday…

A job which I hope to find one soon, completion of filming a culture video together with Siti, Rohaizzatd and Mel for Faci Yuen Wei and able to change myself for the better.

Suddenly, I thought of writing a story again but…I don’t know how to make it a good one.

So, I just try out though….

I.

Am watching the clouds…

Hoping for a rainbow to appear…

As I lie down on the grass patch, I thought of myself being a person with lots of freedom…

I can go anywhere I want, avoid the crowds, and be alone all by myself…

But in reality, I am just like any human being.

I meet problems, obstacles, challenges…

I occasionally enjoy happy moments…

I ever ask myself, what type of person I belong to…

Quiet? Pessimistic? Crappy?

Or maybe a mixture of all…?