Writing my own story. 我正在写自己的故事.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

(Sorry so long nvr update....)......

Sorry for tat..so long nvr update.

For the past few days, I have been too sleepy. Everything isn't going right at all.

Let me say about today. The feeder bus which I normally take to Jurong East MRT came late, somemore it is packed like sardine. Luckily got 98..the saviour...but I still reach Jurong East MRT at 0805. Plus MRT ride and walking from Woodlands MRT to Rp..already late for lesson for 10 mins....

Then today's problem statement really kills me. What is fat, what makes a concept and why our idea is a concept. My goodness...I really have a hard time though. But..fortunate...I am in the dream team with Shawny, Jia Wen and Bryan and we worked well.

Then during discussion, we sidetrack a bit and Jia Wen told me...I should stop faking to sleep.

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Really, I guess I am faking sleep. Back in hibernation because I don't believe I can get one. I am over pessimistic because of previous failures.

But now I really don't know why I am faking it.....Is it because of an incident that cause me to fake sleep?

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I guess what Jia Wen said is correct. She gave me an advice...wake up!!

Dennis, Shawny, Tedsis, VC..they all put hopes on me that I will find one soon...yet this ideal one yet to come....(this does not mean I am too impatient)

Cause I hope to have love...and to love someone...and give her happiness

And to gain another life experience....

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"it" said before..the world is so beautiful. I will always remember it and always keep in my mind.

Whenever I am sad...I will take a look at these words.....

Is it because..the incident between "it"..?that I become faking to sleep again?...Or is it because..I miss xian?

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Or is it I make too much wrong moves?

I don't know about that but..I guess the sleep will be a painful one