I am not myself anymore.

Continue from previous post, I realise

I am not myself anymore. 

But it was lucky, I found out what happened to me.

Arrogant, selfish, not being sensitive enough, low eq, easily emo, etc etc...

That's isn't me in the past. 

Obstacles often fall upon, sometime small sometimes big.

I have to keep asking myself and refer to people's comment on me, especially those on my tagboard.

That mysterious person, do hope to really see you in person but I will have to take in your comments seriously because I really want to prove to you, I want to change for the better.

And the good medicine which I have been taking for 5 years, I realise I depend it too much.

I did not strike a balance at all, thus thinking the medicine would provide me with a life that will not have problems at all.

WRONG! I was wrong at all times.

Thus, I need to sit down, reflect on what happen to me, share with my friends and see how can I change. I myself also have to really push myself to change.

To me, I am just like a tree. I want to see others living peacefully and happily. Then that's enough for me le.